9.27.2009

I was laughing at you for two minutes straight

Never going to try to go out of my comfort zone again.
But today is a good day, I know who I am, what I want, and where I'm going...sort of.

SO.
Tried going to F6 yesterday and got scared shitless because the directions were whack as fuck.
Ended up in a scary as hell trailer park.
Forgot the place was a warehouse...

I've been using Twitter as a diary and I realized that shit don't work that way.
I should probably go get dressed for lunch.
I want to fast today. But oh well.

I also have a knack for picking out boys with personality disorders and the normal ones turn out to be...weird.

Well, after last night, I thought it fitting to listen to Amy Winehouse...I really wish I had an older brother.

9.16.2009

Bring down the block


I'm a big Mexican fail.

I've started praying a lot for some weird reason. I feel like God gives a shit about me.
Pathetic, ungrateful weed that I am.

It's probably not healthy when you start having dreams about shoes right?
Must be the cheese.
And I keep listening to Kid Cudi before I sleep :/
Whatever. I just want boots and platform heels.

College is going a hell of a lot better than expected though I am expecting to get kicked in the ass by my classes. I've skipped political science twice this week and I only show up to history class when I have a quiz.
I'm supposed to be studying right now actually.
Fuck that.

I'm going to collage this weekend if it kills me.

I should probably mention my weekend.
Saturday night I will spend 5 hours at a house of someone who hates me and my family where I will not eat anything or dance at all.
Instead of the football game.
Followed by a 7AM wakeup call to get dressed as best as possible for Eid-Al-Fitr prayer at mosque followed by lunch with Sidra's family.
And then...
I have to go back to TCU to "study"
Which means I'm getting dressed and going with Lark to the GSA dinner in Dallas and then S4.
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I'm kind of getting sick of computers. I may go back to my journal. We'll see.
I want a faux-fur vest...The blue Gucci 09 F/W collection one specifically tbh...