Stupid idiot

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!

EVERYTHING IS GOING MY WAY!
I LOVE ME!

I deleted all the bad memories, I'm all ready for college, and my driving record's cleared. After my hearing obviously.

I've also realized that I love my parents and have really high standards for myself.

I just need to pass my APs. I'm so proud of Allie winning the Jabberwock ball! If she rushes, she'll get in automatically...

I wish there was a Muslim sorrority. I would rush in a heartbeat.

I'm a little scared of the Muslim Students Association. NOT THAT I THINK THEY'RE CREEPY. It's just that it's so small and "closeknit",,,I used to not want to hang out with brown kids but now I want to hang out with them. Some of them. I don't want to end up being that minority kid that only hangs out with the rest of her minority.
I don't want to be "the ___ kid" anymore. I want to be in a group of people that I have more than two things in common with and finally have fun.

I'm so happy.

Allhamdulillah.

Optimus Prime apopintment tomorrow and my first official TCU visit for accepted students.

These diet pills are weird. When I take them, food makes me nauseous so it's like I'm a normal person who doesn't think about food all the time.

It's kind of like being on pot I think. They say when you take pot, everything is really significant and that's how it felt on these diet pills. Like I was so much more aware of stuff than I usually am and I have a lot more energy.

I have a lot of more selfabsorbed, irrelevant things to say- but I'm not going to say them.

Mum's the word.

Mern