I think I would like to try living in a place where I am not considered manipulative and selfish.
A new home, perhaps.
Every night since I can remember, I fall asleep listening to how terrible I am.
Every day that I can remember, I spend reminding myself how ungrateful I am.
Interesting.
Anyways I would like to take this time to say that I have no more eman.
Absolutely none.
I am a Muslim in name only.
Why keep the name?
To spare myself any further sparring with the people who are responsible for my birth.
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Poor girl.
Go live in CA, OR COME LIVE HERE.
What is eman, btw. :I
Also, for the most part, religion is stupid. I'm no atheist or any of that stuff, but people put way too much into that stuff, so much so that the way they treat you can (and sometimes is) be directly related to your set of religious beliefs, which is just fucking stupid.
I'm not saying religion isn't important, at least not on the personal level or whatever, but as far as society is concerned, everybody is so fucking concerned about it and will flip a shit over nothing.
Believe what you want, do what you want. Just be happy.
Edit: except Wiccans, they're just fucking crazy bitches.
Eman is the arabic word for faith.
It's just...I believed in Islam...it never gave me peace.
I'm just going to be a deist.
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