You can call me moonman

I need to remember that I am not good at stepping out of my comfort zone.

Listening to rap mixtapes, working out and

waiting for calls that will never come, that's what I'm good at.

"You're on the wrong path."

EDIT:

"never mind the vomit, have some opium"

Try to never be alone with your thoughts.

They'll kill you, they're out to get you.

Apparently all of my hobbies, interests or opinions are inane.

I'm used to constant disapproval.

When you say you're in love with someone,

you're supposed to accept someone as they are right?

I did that with you, you did that for me.

You changed some things for me, I changed myself a little for you too.

But, it's actually kind of funny,

we never worked things through.

You stay in my thoughts,

you can't forget about me.

How I wish you would leave,

how I wish we could forget eachother.

Instead of wasting away somewhere nice.....

Let's pretend we don't exist.

I miss reading historical fiction.

There's a squirrel in the ceiling above my room.

I wonder if he likes listening to Clogs.

Again and again

I still don't believe that I can be in love.

And though this may be cause for concern....

I am perfectly okay with this.