3.02.2009

Man did I need this thing again

So Kellen showed up shitfaced and high to the dance. Do I care? Not really. I just like looking at him... I didn't even care when he and Logan basically ate eachother alive on the dancefloor.
I don't care because he's never going to be my property.
I didn't eat lunch today to take a dbq and took Katie to starbucks, this would never if happened at the beggining of the year. Obviously something's changed.
I feel free and content, better about myself and I still hate everyone. I really want to go to subway.
Well college is waiting for me... And I will start my blog... I will never again be embarrassed by my fashion addiction and have finally learn how to pack.
I made my list. My mother said I'm not going to college to be a model, I'm going to college to study. Obviously... Can't you be well-dressed and dilligent? What was Tina Chow then?
I have to promise myself not to fall into a contained culture and be devoted to my ambitions. All I really want is a boyfriend. Who's...well read and quiet.
What I mainly want is people who share my interests. I want friends like me. I've also realized that I'm an attention whore. I need to figure out how to tone it down without changing myself too much and to never get involved with potheads.
I'll post later...
Mern

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