12.14.2009

And you'll ask yourself...Where is my mind?


You know how I said you shouldn't have to do graded assignments when studying poetry in school?
I feel like this is the way to go about it.
I don't feel like turning in my soul for a grade.
I'd rather share it with someone else, so I can see theirs.
The point of this one...I suppose...I've been picturing it in my head for a while...
This is how I hope to be re-integrated.


I want to watch Fight Club again with someone who appreciates it as much as I do.
Someone who'll cry with me when we watch it together.


I feel so fake.
All the time.
This is not the right part of me that I wanted to share with everyone. I hope whoever it is I was supposed to find will understand this when I find them.
I miss being able to have Motley Crue and JayZ and Radiosmith in my iTunes. Now I have nothing but Top 40 and Britpop.

Nothing, nothing, nothing....

I'm going to be doing a lot of reading this break. Reading and working out.

What a narcissist.

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