12.05.2008

Dry skin

Why am I such a loser?
"Hey mern, why don't you come over? You can pray while we get shitfaced. Save our souls like"
"Well looka there! Is that Miss Mernie? By golly it is. How's the prep school life treatin ya? You goin to the Ivy league soon because you done turned my boy into a nun"
Thanks, Vader. Really.
I don't even pray and can't get into honors college at UNT.
I can't believe he goes to my gym now.
AUGH and so do Jackie and Ally. And all the Martin cheerleaders. and my neighbor. AUGHAUGHAUGH.
But Zach is nice, he's a great trainer and really cute.
It was nice. Someone saved me a seat in MEH. Someone called to me because I was walking alone in the hallway. Such minor things but they made me feel spectacular. No one ever does that for me.
I canceled with Madeliene and rescehduled for the saturday after finals that way I'll have more money and more time to study.
God damn am I tired. I have to edit this story and save, then I can sleep. I hate naps. They throw me off.
I'm having dinner with Allie tomorrow. I'm happy because dieting sucks assmar.
I was reading my old xanga entries...how did I have friends?
Anyways. I'll put up my Found poem here tomorrow. It's good.

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