Dearest Mern,

.......................

OH mern.

Oh MERN.

Oh mern, mern, mern, mern,

MERN.

What on Earth have you done to yourself?

You've given up again, haven't you?

"The girl who lives there used to be a charming,

lovely girl, but she's lost faith in herself. She's a

monster! She's infectious human waste! Good luck trying

to save her!"

You were better off back when you used your real name and read the dictionary

every night before bed.

Still disappointing but at least there was less to be disappointed about.

"The girl is infectious human waste,

and she's confused

and afraid to commit to the wrong thing

and so she won't commit to anything."

DID YOU EVER STOP AND REALIZE THAT YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO BE MATILDA?

I THINK YOU STILL DON'T GET THIS.

YOU STILL WANT TO HIDE IN PEOPLE'S GARDENS AND TAKE PICTURES OF CATHEDRALS.

You can't appreciate anything you have because you're too worried about what you thought you wanted.

I wish you would grow up.

Love,

Kitty