Honestly. I had to make two. There was so much shit up in there.
I never got why people made these but it really really really helps.
I mentioned I was having an existential crisis last night and Tony reminded me of Solipsism.
Is that it? Is my entire world only existing in my head?
So this means I'm going to end up like the rest of the family.
Bring on the dementia, schizophrenia, depression, and prescription meds addictions.
I do like this Boys Over Flowers. It really is just Shojo Manga come to life.
Kim Joon really looks fine as fuck in hats though.
Oh and as far as my "phases" go. They are what make me myself. That's what seperates...Me from Mern.
I'm not really embarrassed by any of them.
Oh I managed to thank the used via Twitter yesterday and Jeph actually replied back saying thanks.
I left out "Your music made me intensely suicidal and rebellious. I was convinced that drugs were an okay option and running away from home was as well.
I started shoplifting and vandalizing school property and stopped caring about my grades. I also started cutting myself when I couldn't heandle my emotions"
So thank you, The Used. Thanks a lot Bert. Especially.
Sometimes musicians don't understand how much they impact their audiences.
They really don't.
That being said- ages 14 and 15 were quite fun.
And I abruptly stopped all of the above at about 15 and a half.
Why?
Because I stopped hanging out with the wrong people and started getting into my culture.
That saved me.
I've never done drugs in my life. I don't cut anymore. I think I'm a beautiful person.
These widespread interests of mine helped me.
I just hope that someday. I can meet a boy who shares them with me.
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