I won't take your hand and marry the state

Don't get me wrong...I love it here.

I've made a handful of friends.

I start fasting tomorrow.

I had Blue Mesa for dinner tonight.

I haven't met any guys yet except for two International kids (Apparently they don't count as people because they're "international" [followed by eye-roll]).

I went grocery shopping by myself and for myself for the first time.

That's about it.

Otherwise. I'm good.

My brain feels relatively normal besides the fact that my mother makes me call her every three hours.

I didn't even need to collage today.

If I did- It would have been lots of black leather, studded shoes, and metallic bangles with some Gaspard Ulliel pictures and a stapler with vampire fangs.

My best times so far have been at the library. I even got to meet my friend Ananya who I've been stalking on Facebook for the past two months :]

We're both going to be in the Gay-Straight Alliance together so I'm happy.

I really just want to go to the Activities Fair and go sign up for some shit.

I NEED TO STAY BUSY.

I ALSO THINK I'M GOING TO END UP TAKING A THURSDAY NIGHT CLASS FOR MEDIA.

That's right. 18 hours. and my tuition fund only paid fifteen.

F.U.C.K. them.

All my scans and junk are at home which sucks because that would have distracted me from the fast tomorrow. But I brought my new poetry book for the library: 'Poetry of Byron, Keats, and Shelley".

Don't state the obvious.

I'm exhausted. Thank god for sleep masks.